Just a quick entry before bedtime. I tell you that box of feelings just for you puzzles me. First I get an invitation to join them and I think why not, then I start getting emails from them but cannot post on the things they send me so that it shows underneath in the post comment box, so I unsubscribe. And they unsubscribe me but most reluctantly. Then I find I am still connected to them anyway which doesn't bother me so I decide to subscribe again, and now Im not really getting anything from them. This site is so filled with mystery to me. While I was getting emails from them it was from somebody named mind fucked, but sometimes rock hunk and somebody named Paradeep. Now there is someone named devils love out there. Yuck, by the way on some of these peoples names. So what is up with these guys? Is this site run by a bunch of multiple personalities or something? Maybe mindfucked comes on every now and then but then their personality changes to rock hunk and then when rock hunk leaves paradeep steps in to take their place and lastly devils love pops in now and then to say hi and spew forth some poetry.
Anyway I just read an article about youtube showing video's of teens cutting themselves and that this is an alarming new trend. I happen to agree with that as I am a former cutter myself. Why would anyone want to show videos of people doing self mutilation? To show how its done maybe? Hmmmm why would anyone want to show others how its done. It is sick and twisted.
I used to have depression so deep and so intense when I was a teen that I wanted to feel something other then the pain of it, so I would cut myself because it felt better in a sick and twisted way to feel a different kind of pain for awhile.
My girl friend Sandy would burn herself with matches.
After I became a Christian and started reading my Bible I discovered that people who were demon possessed would do that to themselves. It made me shudder when I read that the first time and realized it had been what I was doing.
Well thats it for now, heading off to bed for the night and tomorrow is Chuck and my date day. Its going to be chilly out so I know we will wind up walking at the MOA. The business and the buy, buy, buy will be up and running.
Maybe I will right somemore tomorrow night. Later.
Anyway I just read an article about youtube showing video's of teens cutting themselves and that this is an alarming new trend. I happen to agree with that as I am a former cutter myself. Why would anyone want to show videos of people doing self mutilation? To show how its done maybe? Hmmmm why would anyone want to show others how its done. It is sick and twisted.
I used to have depression so deep and so intense when I was a teen that I wanted to feel something other then the pain of it, so I would cut myself because it felt better in a sick and twisted way to feel a different kind of pain for awhile.
My girl friend Sandy would burn herself with matches.
After I became a Christian and started reading my Bible I discovered that people who were demon possessed would do that to themselves. It made me shudder when I read that the first time and realized it had been what I was doing.
Well thats it for now, heading off to bed for the night and tomorrow is Chuck and my date day. Its going to be chilly out so I know we will wind up walking at the MOA. The business and the buy, buy, buy will be up and running.
Maybe I will right somemore tomorrow night. Later.
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