I just wanted to share some things that are on my mind.
I walked over to Q yesterday to pick Chuck up and I got there a little earlier than usual. I saw M's boss R walking through the parking lot. He looked right at me and I knew that he knew it was me. Anyway I mentioned it to Chuck who started talking about M and what a nice guy he used to be and how chatty he used to be and how he just ignores him now and behaves snobby. I feel bad about this as well.
I would like to mention here that I noticed a change in M ever since he was hired for a new department at Q. He went to a bike show that september 2007 and was a different person from the time he came back on. The moment I saw him after he had gotten back I knew something was different about him. He became less and less like his old self from that point on. He may be making more money in his new department but I have always sensed that the job isn't him. Its too bad people have to let themselves get inslaved to money and sell out who they are and what is really them, for money or whatever.
I can't see myself ever doing something like that. It is too important for me to be me then to sell myself out for any job and or especially money. I loathe
money. I would much rather be me any day then to have to sacrifice myself just for a job and money or anything like that. But people do it all the time and are miserable. How sad.
M, my prayer for you is that you find yourself again someday and become committed to being you again no matter what. And that once you find yourself you will never sell yourself out again to anything or anyone ever again. I pray you get saved and sell yourself out to God and God alone. He is the only one worth selling out to.
Well thats it for today.
I walked over to Q yesterday to pick Chuck up and I got there a little earlier than usual. I saw M's boss R walking through the parking lot. He looked right at me and I knew that he knew it was me. Anyway I mentioned it to Chuck who started talking about M and what a nice guy he used to be and how chatty he used to be and how he just ignores him now and behaves snobby. I feel bad about this as well.
I would like to mention here that I noticed a change in M ever since he was hired for a new department at Q. He went to a bike show that september 2007 and was a different person from the time he came back on. The moment I saw him after he had gotten back I knew something was different about him. He became less and less like his old self from that point on. He may be making more money in his new department but I have always sensed that the job isn't him. Its too bad people have to let themselves get inslaved to money and sell out who they are and what is really them, for money or whatever.
I can't see myself ever doing something like that. It is too important for me to be me then to sell myself out for any job and or especially money. I loathe
money. I would much rather be me any day then to have to sacrifice myself just for a job and money or anything like that. But people do it all the time and are miserable. How sad.
M, my prayer for you is that you find yourself again someday and become committed to being you again no matter what. And that once you find yourself you will never sell yourself out again to anything or anyone ever again. I pray you get saved and sell yourself out to God and God alone. He is the only one worth selling out to.
Well thats it for today.
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