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I can't choose what color I want to write in anymore. The feature doesn't work anymore. Oh well, what you going to do.
          I wanted to get in here last night and write, but time slipped away on me.
          I saw M yesterday at Q when I went over to meet Chuck. As I was walking over to Q and was almost there I noticed that I was early and I asked the Lord why I seemed to be early for, and after I saw M then I knew why.
          It was good to see him. I didn't realize it was him for a second or 2 but then
 I did and couldn't help but give him a huge smile. I felt a little bit of healing take place in my heart and it felt good.
          Today I noticed that they took the pictures of the members on Box of feelings away so you can't see them anymore. I wonder what happened? That is such an odd website. If they are gone I will truly miss DL's poems. They really grew on me.
My prayer for DL is that he gets his hearts desire and is reunited with the one he loves. I told him things could work out when you least expect them to. Have faith DL.
          Anyway I will maybe write some more tomorrow night. Have a good long weekend everyone in case I don't get back in here.

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         Well, how is anyone doing out there today. Im fine I Guess. At least no more intestinal cramps or throwing up this week so far.
          Chuck and I walked around and sat around waiting for the rapture on Saturday but it was not to be so. How bout you? Jesus said no man knows the day or the hour only my Father in heaven. Thats why I get such a kick out these people that come along every now and then and give a certain day, year and hour that its supposed to happen. When will these people learn?
          Anyway, feeling a little down today, not sure why. I can't write as much as I would like to cause I have some exercises to do and then I am going to walk over to Q to meet Chuck and walk home with him. Just thought I would check in and say hi. Heres praying anyone's Monday is going along as nicely as possible.

Hello

          I have not been feeling good lately. Ever since we went home for Easter. My intestinal cramps have returned and I have been having a harder time keeping my food down again. I have been able to avert throwing up for the past week but sometimes I have to fight it. I wish I knew what was bringing this on again. I know I gained a few pounds over winter but my clothes still fit me and I know its not enough to make that much of a difference. Last Thursday, I felt the nudge to take the park way over to meet Chuck and I had just gone round the bend and had to beat it up the hill to the restroom. Diarea had come out of nowhere and it caused me to be late in getting over to Q.  Otherwise not much else going on here. I sure am glad the weather is nice again. This past winter seemed like the longest winter I have ever had to endure. It was a winter of my discontent, not the winter but a winter.
          Anyway, just checking in maybe I will write more later in the week. Got to go, cause I have to get ready to meet Chuck.

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          Well I am not being allowed to choose a text color today so I hope everyone can read this in black. If not I am sorry.
          The death of David Wilkerson has hit me really hard. I feel there has been a great loss to the body of Christ here on earth. Oh to be like David Wilkerson. He had such a passion for Christ and His will. I seem to continuously be taking 3 steps forward 2 steps back in my spiritual life. The depression and just plain old feeling crabby have been strong these past few days. I used to act on my crabby moods all the time back in the day but thank G-d He has been teaching me that I can feel crabby and say I feel crabby but it doesn't mean I have to actually act it out.
But back to David Wilkerson again, I feel the loss but rejoice He is with Yeshua and that He is being told "Well done thou good and faithful servant". And my prayer is that someday The L-rd Yeshua will be able to say this to me as well. Although I wonder about this sometimes.
          My heart is just panting for Him today. Its been awhile and it feels good I must say.
          I know something big is coming down the pike for this country. I don't know when or where and I have been sensing this for years now. I only know that we are closer to it coming then ever before. This will either affect the whole country or a large portion of it and it will change things forever when it does actually happen.
          I heard on tv back in late 2001 early 2002 that Bin Ladin was dead. He had kidney disease and his dialysis equipment was damaged during an attack. That along with the type of kidney disease he had he had at most 6 years to live. So why Obama and his clowns are pulling these shenanigans with all this is beyond me, but I believe this will backfire on him. If Im wrong Im wrong but I would be shocked if it didn't. This world forgets that there is a higher power beyond them at work in all situations of the world. And if G-d doesn't see fit to have something happen, it won't happen or if its supposed to happen it won't be until He sees fit.